Bad Vibes

I have been having a really bad feeling lately. First I had a dream that a demon was after me. Then I found out that Grandpa has cancer and it has spread to his lymph nodes. Earlier today my mom got a call saying Anthony wasn't at the house when the bus tried to drop Layne off from school. Anthony was really asleep though and didn't hear them knocking. When you have a child their needs are suppose to be above your own. I don't feel that he gets that. Layne's suppose to feel loved and cared for but all he's getting is neglected and feeling unloved. It breaks my heart. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY BROTHER??? And tonight Shasta was brought in to the vet for her itching. She's chewed all the fur off the end of her tail in kept gnawing on her feet. She had a mite dip for any mites the may be under the skin. A couple hours latter she collapsed and peed on the carpet. It reminds me of the last days with Blondie. After calling the vet for help she said it could be an allergic reaction from the dip and to wash it off. It seems we unknowingly poisoned our dog. Washed and dried with a hair dryer we gave her some benadryl and put maple syrup on her gums to bring up her sugar levels. Looks to be working a bit, but not much. We hope for the best, but she's a really old dog. And to top off all the stress, while I was laying in bed here I keep hearing the hissing like a snake or a cat of god forbid a hissing spider but my mind keeps going back to my dream where that demonic demon found me in bed. I keep hearing it in the empty corner of my room and can't see anything there. Its really freaking out!